what i feel these day

at this moment i always feel so empty, not because i have a problem with my family, friends, or my mental health. it feels like my problem is myself. i feel like i don’t grateful enough about what i have in my life. i’m happy, but idk theres something in my heart that make me feel like i’m sad.

sometimes i cry for no reason, i became sad for no reason, and a lot of things going in my head that i cant tell anybody, even tho my sister. it’s like i don’t even know what’s my problem is. and i don’t think anyone will get it what i mean.

i feel like i always tired of everyshit that happen in my life. but, i just don’t what it is. i have a happy and harmonize family, and i have a wonderful friends that i always feel grateful about. but, sometimes i just want to cry, i always want to be alone and just listen to a songs that can bring my happiness back.

there’s something about me that i’m not happy about. and i’m pretty sure i don’t have any mental issues or something like that. maybe it’s just i don’t feel grateful enough about what God gave me.