Snow On The Beach

In my entire life there are a lot of unexpected things that happen, neither something that I want or something that I don’t want. But I believe everything that happen in my life was a plan from God, neither is bad or good. In between that, I still learning to accept all the things that happen to me, especially things that made me feel unmoored.

Met this one boy that I loved over a years, the one boy that I think and I believe since the day I met him that he was my invisible string. An endlessly waiting. Patience is not simply the ability to wait — it is how we behave while we’re waiting.

I think that my plane is going down but suddenly it turned right around the first time I met again with him, maybe it’s the past that talking to me that someday he will come. The one thing that make me feel sure about the action I make back then.

When I met him again, it feels like there are aurora borealis in each of my indentation. It feels like something that is comforting like watching your favorite cartoon on Sunday morning while you eat your favorite cereals, feels like you can become you without worrying about everything, and it feels like every time he beside me it will feels like there are a hundred of army around me that makes me feel safe.

Maybe He will never ever be a perfect man that I ever met, and maybe He will never gonna be the sweetest man that I ever met. But there will be no one who can make me feel this kind type of things.